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Wow. Interesting day.  Woke up with one intent – having agonized about the ins and outs of everything over the weekend.  But when the time came, I stayed silent and held fire.

I have no idea why.  I know I’m cautious by nature – overly so.  I don’t start a recipe until I have all the ingredients ticked off and measured out.  I don’t start a puzzle if I can’t see all the pieces.  I hedged today.  I can kid myself that it’s to wait and see, but I think it’s more that I’m scared of making the wrong decision.

That’s been happening a lot lately – being uncertain.  I’m terrified of getting myself trapped.

I’ll have to give more thought to figuring this one out.